Postponed Rebel?

I dont know what's wrong....
It's just that i felt that i'm getting rebellious.
It seems that i'm going against my parents...
I also felt that this few weeks,
the number of times that i fought with my mum has rapidly increase
and each time I really feel like shouting, screaming and leashing out my anger...

I dont know what have become of me...
When i was still in primary and secondary, whenever my parents would
object or say a thing, I would obediently obey them...
I used to long to go out with my friends but of course my parents objects...
each time a friend asked me out i would have to decline...
that is because, my parents dont let.

Now a days,I just raise my voice, argue with them...
is it a long after effect??
where my rebellious stage is just postponed?

Now in college,
I'm always, I repeat ALWAYS stuck here at HELP.
After class i would have to wait for hours until my parents can come and pick me up...
I for one dare not drive.
I'm too scared to...
I dont have the patience to wait and I do not like to study...
everyday i would enter the library and
everyday i would be greeted by books
i hate studying...
but what can i do?
I don't even know whats my ambition...
and here i am at HELP, my parents paying their butts out
to let me study....
I just made their life miserable....

I can't stand it!!!!!!!
ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

help me!

Speed!

well,
many have said that speed racer is not nice and not worth watching...
but to me who seldom visits the cinemas sure liked it!
hahaha

eventhough it is very colourful from the beginning to the end
I actually enjoyed it...
there are some funny parts and the cars racing are entertaining...

Well i have to admit that one of the reason that i even watched speed racer is because

the korean singer, Rain acted in it... hehehe

I know that his role isn't that big to begin with but to me i just thought to give it a try...

hahaha

Though Rain is korean, he can converse in English.I was quite surprised that when he spoke, he doesn't have that heavy korean slang...

well...

the slang can be heard in those long sentences....

Overall, I enjoyed the show altogether!

hahaha.. i got to go... c ya!

With love,

Narnia!!!!

Hi!!! ^^
Well from the title, I just shouted Narnia!!!!
Last night,I went with my buddies to cineleasure and watch NARNIA!!
hahaha
I enjoyed the movie A LOT... but then after the movie my friends do ask me
to rate the movie...
for me....
I dont know how to rate movies...
Its just wether i like it or not...*hehe*
The part of the movie I liked is the rat that acts like the cat in Shreak 2
Its just so cute!!!!! *squels*
Then theirs is also the part where Lucy hugs Aslan… I so want to hug him too~

Oo... my 2 gal friends liked prince caspian but i on the other hand prefer

on of the main characters... Edmund... XP

hahaha funny that i'm not like them..

We were the last to leave the hall and later on we even took pictures at the
hall way where a big 'poster' was located... it's just made of cardboard and
there's a chair for you to sit...
hahaha it's fun....
i guess i shoul do it more often...

The only thing i'm sad about is that 5 of us went together but we couldn't take
a pic with all of us together...*sigh*
I wish I could have asked someone to help us do it..
Anyway overall we enjoyed ourselves
Hahahaha

So here's a the pics that we took last night!!

enjoy !!! hahahah

A pic that we tried to take but failed... hehehe look at V's expression *hahahaha*

A 2nd try is always better then the first~ hahaha

A group pic -the first one-

Look who's sitting on the 'throne'

Wow and is surrounded by hot girls...

*hahahaha*

A group pic -the second one-

ceh....

somebody 'perasan' sitting on the throne and acting all cute...

2 gals falling for Prince Caspian....

Loyal konon... you guys just broke Jae's heart...

*hahaha*

Okies i got to go now... see you all in the next post...

byes,

Cant stop Laughing *Hahahaha*

Hey guys!!! ^^
How you've been??
hahaha recently I've just seen a few CF done by
none other then TVXQ and SNSD(Girls Generation).
For those who doesn't know Girls generation, it's a 9-korean-girl group
who debuted last year under SM Entertainment.
The cf is about the new phones from Anycall....
the thing is, they paired them up!!!!!
(the only thing i'm upset about)

The pairings are:
1. Yoochun & Yoona
2. Jaejoong, Tiffany & Yunho
3. Changmin & Jessica -
I hated this pairing the most.... Jessica!! hands off my Changmin!!!!!
I'm officially jealous. *sniff*
Changmin......Y?......

Okies... here are the vids... watch it.... hahaha
Oh yea...
"haptic" is from a greek word that means "to touch" and this phone's main special feature is its touch screen.

Anycall Haptic CF - Haptic Scandal [EngSubbed]


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i love this cf!!! Changmin is just so cute!!!!
AHHHH!!!!! jealous!!! *sulk* Jessica is just so lucky!!!
OMMO!!! Junsu is cute too~
he's just like a small kid!
I couldn't help but just burst out laughing no matter how mant times
I watch it!!! *hahahahaha*

Anycall Haptic CF - Let's Haptic [English Subbed]


^
Hahahaha in this cf, I really liked watching Junsu's expression when
the lift opened!!!
"I'll tell on you!" hahahaha he's just so cute here!!!
The rest are funny as well~
they were all practically moving every where in the lift!
hahahaha

Anycall Haptic CF - Haptic Battle [EngSubbed]


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Yunho over here is just plain funny!!!
I pity him in the 'fight' over Tiffany but then that's what made the cf funny!!
hahahaha *squeals* Junsu is cute!!! just like a smalll kid XP


When I watched this, I was in the library and I almost burst out laughing!!!
It would be such a sight if I do....
I had to hold in my laughter!!!
once i left the library, i did thought about the vid and I really laughted out loud....
hahahaha I guessed it's the after effects.... XD

well, I got to go now... I have a class to catch ^^

Full of laughter,

Change???

hey!
how are you guys doing??
I hope you all are good.... ^^
After the incident yesterday, I thought a lot about it...
but the only thing that really bugs me is the word Change....

It just reminds me of a serment I herd quite some time back...
If not mistaken. it's last month...
The Pastor was said about the changes done to the church and
ppl either like the changes or doesn't...
He also said that GOD does changes in our lives for the better
and even there are times that GOD make changes for the sake of changing...
and this will in the end make us comfortable with changes...

I've been thinking hard since last night,
I actually dont like changes...
but i've been through a lot of changes lately since after SPM.
If I were to list it all I dont think i have the time...
Anyway i'll share out a few.

1. I dont have many friends so i tend to stick to the ones I already have.
I have already started college and of course I am alone. Ppl would usually make new friends right? but I dread it...

2. About my driving...
This is actually what I have shared yesterday....so if you guys want to know about it,pls refer to yesterdays post.... hehehe... XP

3. The change in studying environment
College life is so different...

well....
I actually started to think about these changes when I was on the way back home from
fetching my bro and the funny thing is that once I got back home,
my dad was watching news on TV, it is about the US and there were many ppl around holding big cards.. like those in a riot with big letters saying CHANGE!

I was thinking wether it is from GOD....
hahaha...
so change????
oops... i got to go..
I have a class to attend soon...
see you guys in my next post!!

doubtful,

Another Fr3ak Accid3nt!!!

AHHHH!!!!
Do you guys know what just happened??
I almost knocked into another car!!!
AAAHHHH!!!!

well i guess i am a lousy driver after all...
I was never ready to drive...
My parents kept on bugging me to take my undang...
and I did in the end... I scored 47 out of 50 in that test and
it was only the first and last test i took...
(hehehe... sry if you guys think i am showing off...
this is actually the only thing i'm proud of from all the driving thing)
Well it's not that REALLY GOOD thing, there are others that did better than me...

After the undang, My parents, (especially my dad) kept on bugging me to learn to drive...
After all that bugging...
I finally went..
I took the 16 hours course and the uncle who taught me said i was good....
then I finally took the test right after my last class which is only a week later
b'cos that place is only open on tuesdays....

You guys know what??
I failed my test...
that stupid car died on me when I was doing my 3-point-turn!!!!!
(excuse me for using the word stupid)
I almost passed and that car!!!!! ARGHH
Because of that the following week i had to skip my first accounts and econs class....
That day, my mum prayed hard for me and even i prayed hard too~
I actually prayed all the way.... and
THANK GOD I PASSED!!

Well, after getting my licence and all i am actually still not ready to drive....
haiz....
Have you guys experience this???
I know of many who wants to get their licence and drive FAST
but they dont have it...
I on the other hand have it but doesn't want to drive...


In delima,

*Back*

Hey ppl!!!
This is my first post in May...
Wow time sure flies...
haha...
I just read a book..
well it's actually a mangga (japanese comic book) but it's in Malay.
With just one look, I thought that the book doesn't look interesting...
in a word, lame.

My friend June told me that it's not bad so I thought that i'll give it a try.
It's actually a series, all in it's just 2 books.
Well, once I started, I couldn't stop until I read it all...
As in I read the whole 2 books!
from what I typed, you guys could have guess it already...
I liked the books!
hahaha...
some might not find a liking to the book as the story line isn't really
realistic but I like it because it brings me to the world of fantasy...
It doesn't hurt to fantasise once in a while.... does it? XP

Here's a description of the first book:
(Baka-updates)

Genre: comedy, Romance, School life, shoujo

A special oneshot by Kamaro Kikuchi from Betsucomi,
it was then continued under the title Nousatsu Rock Shounen.
Fujisaki Maki once had a peaceful life, but one day,
she decides to help Nobitani, who was being bullied,
and now everyone's bullying her!
Because Nobitani feels guilty, he gives Maki tickets to
a famous local band called 'East Robo'.
Maki decides to go and during the concert,
the leader singer plays a ballard and is looking at Maki?!

I include a pic of it's cover here...

so you see, it doen't look attractive right?
but i like it =P

*fantasise*

If only I could somehow be like that girl, Maki....XP

For some ppl, they might not like it but if you think it's OK for you,

then go ahead and read it... hahaha

If you end up hating it, dont blame me ya! XP
Okies, i've got to go...

see you guys in my next post ya! *waves*

With love,