Presenting....... Chocky!!!!!!

HI ppl!!! ^^

today's topic is .....

Presenting Chocky!!!!!

Ta-da!!!


Giant Chocky!!


-Mirror effect-

okay....

I know it's not pocky or rocky...

but i have been seeing my friends eating this in front of my eyes.....

i so wanted to eat it too~

but i was saving my pocket money for a lunch in Mc Donalds....

Do you know it's a turtore to see ppl around u eating rocky

almost everyday?!

If you dont know then i'll turtore you!!!!!!

*evil laughs*

well, i'm so happy today!!!

my dad bought for my brother and I a box of chocky!!!

*waves hands in front of your eyes slowly*

fill your eyes with chocky!!!!

I opened my box of Chocky!!!

I'm gonna open my chocky stick!

i'm eating my 1st stick of chocky!!!!

feast your eyes with me eating Chocky!!!!

I'm EATING CHOCKY!!!!

The chocky is in my tummy~

*rubs tummy*

i'm satisfied

hehehehe!!!!!!

Sushi!!!!! >.<

HI!!! ^^
thank god i made the desision today that i would join the

Japanese Cultural Society Club with the sushi event....

well , I paid some money and joined the class...

Mrs.Jones taught us how to make sushi!!!!!!

it's fun eventhough i miss my friends....

I so want them to join too~

well here are some photo's of the sushi i made....

This is actually my second sushi....

my first sushi turned out to be a maki-roll...

*sigh*

so, this is my 1st well rolled sushi!!!!! hahahaha

i sort a forgot the name of this sushi... hehehe

this is my second sushi!!!!

it's the 'battle ship'!!!! hehe

I enjoyed myself!!!! hehehe and my tummy is filled with my sushis!!!!

hahahahaha

Is something wrong with me??

hey ppl,
i'm back again!
this time i have a question.
Is something wrong with me?

well, this question came to me just half an hour ago,
during my econs class.
I brought my autograph book to ask my friend to write in it.
(i know i know.... i'm still in the 'stone age')
and i also brought my colour pens too.It's a whole set.
I bought this colour pens 3 years ago to work on my projects
for my PMR examination and i have kept it until now.
Amazingly it can still be used...

anyway,
my friends G and KM saw my pen and they tried out my pen.
Later on, my other friends saw my pens and i overheard them saying
"Wow, the pens are so nice! I also want it."
I just kept quite and later on, La asked KM to use the purple coulour pen.
KM asked her to ask the boss and I just turned my head and looked at La.
instead of a reaction from La,
I got 2 reactions.
1 from La and another from Sa but both of their reactions were exactly the same.
"Oh My God!" with big eyes.
Their reaction wasn't the nice OMG way but the kinda bad OMG way.
I mean whats wrong with me being the owner?

i felt hurt...
it could be that im too sensitive,
it could be that its not me......
haiz...

Choas!

hey guys,
been really chaotic recently.
family chaos.
i would like to tell you guys about it but i kinda dont want too...

well, i'll just summarise it.

-that night-
1. dad scolded bro
2. dad scolded mum
3. dad scolded me
4. mum scolded me
5. mum scolded me again
(i even got scolded for something i didn't do!)

-next morning-
mum scolded me again

-this morning-
mum SCOLDED me AGAIN.


*end of summary*


That night i was really down and i cried even though i didn't want to.
When the tears stop flowing, i wanted to cry it all out but
not a single tear came out. (weird me)

a friend of mine, ZR she smsed me.
Right when i was really down.
She's really God sent,
God knew that i needed to share things out, needed to let it all out.
And HE sent her.
After the 3rd sms, i felt my eyes wet.
After i sent my reply, my dad came to my room and left later on.
Right after i closed the door, tears just poured out of my eyes non stop.
I couldn't control it.
i didn't felt like crying. I dont want to cry but it just came.
That short period of time, my phone didn't even vibrate,
that is to say i didn't receive any replies from ZR but right after
i stopped, then my phone vibrated.
when i looked at my messages, the notice stated that i have
2 unread messages.
One on my reply and another asking if i got her message.
I really felt that it was GODs work on knowing that
i needed to cry even though i didn't want to. so
once i stoped then only the messages reached me.
If i were to receive the message earlier i guess that i would stop crying
so thats why god did it.

Oh, that time to i felt the presence of god with me.
It wasn't the aircond(it wasn't on)
it wasn't the fan (i dont have on in my room)
It has to be him.
Only HIS presence would be the form of wind twirling around me.
I really thank god for being with me and for sending my friend ZR to be there whenever i needed someone.

GOD Knows me best!

Thank you Lord! and Thank you ZR!!!!!

Love U !!!!

Jibun Wo Sagashite

Jibun Wo Sagashite

Mind often wondering,
Far, far away….
Up into the heavens,
Seeking for that little something….

Day in, day out,
The subconscious mind searches the heavens
While the body works the normal daily routine

Kami-sama tasukete kudasai!
From dawn to dusk,
The inner self seeks an alternative escape

It feels as if in an endless gorge,
Wanting and in,
and at the same moment an out.

Can’t decide on what to do,
Can’t decide on what not to do,
It feels empty, dry, lifeless
But still moves on,
Following the change of time,
searching, for that little something…..

Don’t know when it started,
Don’t know when it will end,
Will be going around incessantly,
Until that little something,
Tells when it is time to end.

I'll Hold On

I’ll Hold On

It just swells up in my eyes,
Blurring my vision every time I had to face it.
It soon cascade down my cheeks,
Wetting the top that was once dry.

This episode plays many times a day,
In front of my eyes, mind and heart
Almost haunting me till the last bit of sanity escapes.

The ‘video player’ plays it often
but I do know that it will never happen.
I know for sure.
for I wont allow it to ever happen.
This is something even I don’t understand
but I’ll hold on.

Even if the confusion gets to me,I’ll hold on.
Even if it doesn’t materialize,
I’ll hold on.
Even if in a labyrinth,
I’ll hold on.
Even if I can’t find it,
I’ll still hold on.

It will just swell up in my eyes,
Blurring my vision,
I’ll hold on……

A friend in need is a friend indeed!

hey ppl i just wanted to share about my friend..
well,
i have not been in high spirits because of the reason that my parents
wouldn't let me go out...
since i was a kid,
i dont really go out with my friends and right now i have even entered college
and still i dont really go out.
just 2 days ago,
it was Yoochun's b'day and my friends(dong bang gang) and i went out to
celebrate his b'day...
We had made it a poin to meet up and celebrate each of TVXQ member's
birthday.
On February 17, we had bought a cake and celebrated Jea Joong, Yunho
and my dear Changmin's birthday.
Not to forget, my birthday too!!!
hehehe ^^
it was nice of them...
nothing was planned for me but when singing the birthday song,
they suddenly added my name in it right after Changmin's name.
hahaha XD

okay...
coming back to what i wanted to say earlier.....
I was depressed and i got scolded by my dad once i got home and it was only 10pm.
it was not like i reached home at 12am or something...*sigh*
well when i received a call from my dad earlier at the restaurant,
I so wanted to cry but of course i didn't.
when i got home i just smsed my friends and it was late already...
i didn't say anything about me feeling sad but one of my friend made it a point
to call me talked to me for almost and hour...
it is just so sweet of her. *grabs and hugs her*
she shared with me her experiences and consoled me....
I really am blessed to have a friend like her!
that night, i really did felt that GOD had sent me an angel to comfort me
and that angel was my friend!

Happy Birthday Park Yoochun!!!!!

Otanjoubi Omedetou Yoochun!!!!

Saeng Il Chuk Ha Hamnida
(Saeng Il ChukHa Hamnida)
Sarang Ha Neun Yoochun-eui,
Saeng Il Chukha Hamnida!!

hahaha ^^
well Yoochun's B'day is actually yesterday, 4 June
but i am only updating my blog today so...
what the heck man,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOOCHUN!!!!

oh yeah,
for those clueless about who this Yoochun is,
he is One of the members of TVfXQ!!!
he is also known as Micky @ Micky Yoochun
but i prefer to call him Yoochun.
Last night my friends (Dong Bang Gang) and I went out together
to celebrate our dear Yoochun's b'day!
I dont have the pictures just yet ..

I didn't bring any camera so i'll take it from a friend who brought hers!!! XP

but i'll post it up SOON!!!!
okies i got to go...

~EDIT~
6 June 2008

Yoochun's Bday cake!!!!

heard he likes coffee... the cake is Mochachino.

NEXT~
The Gals who all come together for the celebration of Yoochun's B'day!!!

oh yea!!!!

heres a vid too~

Happy 22nd Birthday Yoochun!!!!!

-part 2-

see ya!!!!!

C2 Age!!!

Hi ppl!!!! ^^
it's already june!
wow time sure flies...
haha
Last may, the 31st,
i had attended an even called C2 Age.
its a Comic,cosplay, anime,games exhibition.
It was held at HELP Uni. Col.
It's actually my first time attending this type of event.
Although there aren't many booths & nice things around
I still enjoyed myself there...
well...
the ppl there aren't really responsive and the whole thing is kinda
disappointing...
but still, It's a new expereince for me!
hahaha...
i didn't bring my camera so i didn't take any pictures...
if I mange to find it i'll post it here...
hahaha!!!



~EDIT~

6 June 2008.


oooo...
i manage to get a pic or two that my friend took using her camera...
so here it is!!!!

'L' and Misa Amane, the girl who held the 2nd notebook.