I'll Hold On

I’ll Hold On

It just swells up in my eyes,
Blurring my vision every time I had to face it.
It soon cascade down my cheeks,
Wetting the top that was once dry.

This episode plays many times a day,
In front of my eyes, mind and heart
Almost haunting me till the last bit of sanity escapes.

The ‘video player’ plays it often
but I do know that it will never happen.
I know for sure.
for I wont allow it to ever happen.
This is something even I don’t understand
but I’ll hold on.

Even if the confusion gets to me,I’ll hold on.
Even if it doesn’t materialize,
I’ll hold on.
Even if in a labyrinth,
I’ll hold on.
Even if I can’t find it,
I’ll still hold on.

It will just swell up in my eyes,
Blurring my vision,
I’ll hold on……