Dreaming~

Hi ppl!!!!! ^^
I woke up today and i got such a nice dream!!!!!!!
KYAH!!!! if onli it really happened!!!
so i'll be telling you guys bout my dream last night...
hahaha this dreams rarely comes to me....
hahahaha

I was attending a lecture and I saw familiar faces.
When I looked at them,
I just knew that I somehow know them but at that time it didn't struck me to who they are...
I sat in the same row as one of them.... just few seats away

After the lecture, I just went my way.
On the way back,I sat in a van and it so happened that I had connections with the driver
and we were good friends.So i got a free ride... =P
My mum was sitting beside me minding her own business so I looked around.
I then spotted a very farmiliar face. That familiar face that saw at the lecture hall!!!
Kyah!!! >.<
that fellow is just so cute!! hahahaha

I didn't dare say anything as there are still others in the van so I just waited....
hoping to have a chance to ask... hoping that his stop is not around the corner...
The journey back was almost spent in silence till all the others were dropped off.
I perked up my courage to ask him...

" Excuse me, Could you by any chance be Kim Junsu from Dong Bang Shin Ki? "

When he looked at me, >.<>
I so wanna Hug him!!!! Kyah!!!!

Well all I got as an answer was a nod.
I was so exited, My frown quickly turned upside down!
The information for me to take it is quite big because the chances to meet them (DBSK)
or even just one of them alone is like.... 0.1%
Well I was so exited that i kept shaking my mum beside me and telling her that
Kim Junsu from Dong Bang Shin Ki is here!, Kim Junsu is sitting in the same van as I am!,
It's Kim Junsu from DBSK!!!!! XP

Junsu looked puzzled and he just smiled, almost burst out laughing at my actions...
After a while, the van came into a stop and 2 more people came on...

They came on and actually sat opposite of me.
they were staring at me....
I guess they were wondering about the commotion i'm making...

Something soon came up and my mum had to drive us to our stop...
When the 2 people who just got on was quiet,
I paused a while from all the OMG JUNSU!!!!!!!!! ,
then i turned and really looked at them and my mouth opened wide ...
i was...
OH MY GOD!!!!
After looking at Junsu and all, I immediately recognise them.
I almost screamed out their names...

" Yoochun-oppa, Jae Joong-oppa! "

they nodded and laughed...
That time I felt that I could explode with joy.
CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?!
I'M IN THE SAME VAN AS DONG BANG SHIN KI!

the rest of the journey is just mainly me asking questions about them...
After a while,I took over my mum and drove them to their stop...
I even sent them to their doorstep.
My last question to them was the

" When are you all leaving Malaysia? "

they just answered in a few days time and i just had to ask them ether I could
visit them again. I just had to ask.... I told them I have something to pass to them.
It's from a friend. Directly after that I gave them a note that I took months to complete it....

" Could I take a picture with you guys? "

that poped out of my mouth once I passed them my note.
And they said YES!!

My first pic was ith Yoochun-oppa and it was a funny one...
Then the second pic was with Jae Joong-oppa.
I felt that he was a bit reserved and I had to call out to him a few times...
Lastly it was Junsu-oppa!!!
The pictures taken were all close-ups!! as in face to face >.<
some were even with our hands over shoulders!!! kyah!!!

Thinking back,
Maybe it's because of my attitude.
Maybe because I treated them like how I would treat my friends...
It wasn't my usual me who is quiet... but after the pictures,
I woke up.

haiz....
nice dream!!!!
but why Changminnie wasn't there......
I actually had 3 more dreams about them b4...
but i so far this is the only dream i ever posted...
i guess next time i'll share it with you all!!!
hahaha....
Can u believe that once i woke up I quickly grab a pen and paper and worte my dream down???
hahahaha...
So now you have experienced part of my craziness hahaha...
okies...
bye,see you next time!!!


With happiness,

A Kind Brother....

today my bro's in a good mood!!!!
hahaha
he treats me well today...
hahaha
well he cooked me french fries and an omelet...
it's so kind of him!!!
KYAH!!! i wanna hug him but of course he avoids...
why does bro's do that?
here a pic of it...
hahaha

he's just so kind....

and i'm happy he did....

i was hungry >.<

okies gtg c ya!!!

With love,

Bor3d!!!

Hey ppl!!! ^^
Do you guys know why am I blogging at this time of the day???
My class was just cancelled!!!
ARGHHH!!!!
I have been waiting there for an hour and at 10am the lecturer just cancelled the class!
And right now, I have not transport home as both my parents are working
so right now I am at the library using the computer.....
I have to wait here till my dad comes and pick me up....
what a bummer.
well, I guess i'll just suft the web then....
byes

With Love,

H3LLO!!!!

Heya ppl!!! ^^ *waves*
I haven't been blogging for a week already.... >.<
The one and only com at home is still not fixed yet!!!!!
AHHHHH!!!!!!
This is just so frustrating.

Previous week i can't really say that i'm really reallly busy,
well......
I haven't been to the library or to the computer lab at the main block...
I have also been trying to hang out with my new friends from college,
so I practically followed them last week...
The college friends I mentioned above *points up* are actually 2 - 3 gals
They didn't want to use the coms so I just tag along...
Well, my colls friends are, RICH ppl so .....
U know.... those types of ppl... =P
Other than them I dont have anyone else to hang out with...
this is just sad..... >.<
I miss my old pals!!!! *sighs*
I really miss the old times....

I feel like telling you guys about my old friends!!!!
hehehe....
but then, look at the time!!!!
I got to go to class now.....
aih *sigh*
why does this always happens???
I'll see you guys in my next post!

thank you so much for reading my blog! : )
*well to those I think will ever read my blog
hehehe =P

byes

With Love,

Fr3ak Accid3nt

OMG !!!!!!
Do you guys know what happened to me last night?!
I was almost involved in a car accident...
I have not been driving since I got my license so
last night I drove to my bro's school to pick him up from his night class...
My mum was right beside me and my bro was behind....
I was driving with continueus speed and a car from the opposite direction wanted to
drive to my left while a car from the right wanted to drive to the left...
Well it actually happened at the crossroad...
the one that looks like a T junction but it is not...
well the first car i told you guys about stopped in the middle of the road
and the second car couldn't cross over and stop right in the middle of the way...
I repeat IN THE MIDDLE OF THE WAY!!!!.....
I guess I panicked and .....
I dunno.....
well in the end i stoped the car almost knocking to thesecond car....
haiz.....*sigh*
That was scary.....
.....
.....
.....
....

Well, I got back and told 2 of my friends...

they were supportive and all...

Oh GOD, I got such lovely and caring friends.....

LOVE THEM ALL!!!!! <3>

OK, I got to go attend my class now...
hehehe ... byes...

With Love,

Continuation of Flashback

Hey guys!!! ^^
How are you all doing??
I'm here again to continue from my previous post...

*starts flashback again*

Well after the 3 of us thingy, I didn't have any other friends to hang out with...
I was practically floating around... as in I went to different groups,
I talked to them and so on but I still couldn't get comfortable with them...
I practically felt like a ghost.....
*nudge nudge* do you know what i mean???
the longer i stayed like that, I felt even more lost....
I lost my interest with things, studies and even my favourite past time...
Even I couldn't believe myself...
I started to express myself through writing...
it's bout a few months later that I started writing and the writings are actually poems.
from time to time i would write when i feel really down.

I didn't understand why was i like that,
I didn't understand what's wrong with me,
I didn't understand the world around,
And I was lost till GOD knows when....

In the year 2006, I got into a new class and sat with a few friends,
Friends that I knew their names of and are actually really really close friends with the girl who wanted to commit suicide I told you guys about in the previous post.
From then on, I started to talk to them...
and at least made friends with them...
I wasn't that lonely then but the lost feeling still stayed....

After a period of time i stayed with them, got closer to them....
I appreciate it a lot and the feeling of lost gradually became smaller and smaller....
and soon it wasn't really bothering me at all...
Well this group of friends are the ones that were there for me when I needed them...
They share their thoughts with me and soon I too learnt to share mine with them...
They thought me new things everyday and I really thank them for it....
Because of them, I got to where I am today...
Well not just them,
because of all my friends and the experiences I got,
I am who I am today...

Even though I got to experience many hardships and all,

I really appreciate it and wouldn't trade it with something else...

if I were to do it, I wouldn't what I am today...

*End of flashback*

I'll tell you guys bout my group of friends that I mentioned above *points up* next time...
My com at home is still not fixed yet and I depend on my college's com to blog... =P
I need to go and attend classes now...
mianhe (sorry in Korean), Gomenasai (sorry in Japanese)

byes...


With Love,

*Flashback*

Hey ppl !!! ^^
I'm back again... he he
Well, time to share more bout myself so I'll rewind back a little.
At least it's the not so bad stuff... hehehe
OK, back to year 2003.

*Flashback*

It's the year I started my secondary school.
I didn't have friends but i decided to at least get one.
When i entered the class new faces greeted me, i scanned around hopefully to at least
see a familiar face and true enough i found one.
I only knew bout her through rumours, well the not so good rumours but i was desperate for a friend.
Oh, and it's also coincidentally that both of use have the same friend so i talked to her and made friends with her. That year i was very close to her. I soon found out that those bad rumours bout her wasn't real at all....

OK, to not make you guys get confused, I'll let you know bout the rumour.
It is said that she always skip schools and hangs out with boys. Well you know when your in primary, you are sure to gossip a lot... hehe.... XP

After knowing her, I found out that she is very sick, even the doctors doesn't know whats wrong with her blood. Well she will get chest pain from time to time and would often be absent but thank GOD now she is fine.
There was even once she shared to me bout her feelings and all and she almost wanted to commit suicide.
Well GOD really helped her and she accepted Jesus Christ as her personal Lord and saviour. She is a strong believer of Christ and is miraculously healed from her unknown disease.

Other than that, I too came to know about 2 more friends who is a guy and a girl. We soon 'click' and became close friends. Yup close friends till we were in form 3 ... *thinking* that will be when we were 15. We had our major exam that year which is PMR and things got though on us.
Well, we fought a lot but we still got back together.....

Have you guys heard of a relaitionship where there aren't any misunderstandings and arguements??
I bet thoses wont be even considered real relaitionships...
Through arguements and misunderstandings then only we would get to really know the other individual....
Apart from spending time together and talk things through =P
This way, the bond between would get stronger...
Well It's at least what i think....

To summarise the bond between us 3 from all the years, in the end 3 of us didn't really click anymore...
It's sad *looks down* but things can't always go the way you want to right?
*puts palm onto heart* GOD knows what's best for us....
Even though we aren't meant to 'click', 3 of us are still friends...
Occasionally we'll call each other up or go out for some catching up time....

Oh dear, it's late I've got to go....

*end flashback*

I'll continue to tell you guys bout the rest in the next post...

sorry!!! *bows* =P

With Love,

A New Begining....

Hi all!!! ^^ this is my first posting in this blog.
Well if u were to notice, this is actually my second blog.
I started blogging since year 2005 but stopped around year 2007.
This is due to the fact that i dont have much access to the one and only com
in my house. I bet those of you who are reading this must be wondering to
why I start this new blog instead of continueing in my first blog 'My LiFe On E@rtH'.
Well, for those who are wondering, I decided to rip out the old and start anew.
In a year a bet that no one stays the same. For example, your knowlegde wouldn't be the same after a year right? I have changed when you are to compare the Me in the year 2005 to the Me now.

I'll let you into the inside of me back then.
I'm always depressed back then. That's why in my old blog,
you'll see that my post are mostly about me feeling depressed.
I would always think of the bad things in life and that's what makes me loose GOD given chances. So ppl!!! Don't be like me! you'll loose out a lot.
Oh yea, I too use to keep to myself.... A LOT. I couldn't make many friends back then. I only have my old friends from primary and a few new ones...

I think that's about it... for now i guess bout me in the past.
I couldn't really remember much bout me cause i don't bother to remember.
Well i'm trying to get rid of my past so what's the point of remembering right??
Start Anew. So this is where I got the title of this post ^^ .

Oh dear!! I have been yapping for so long and I haven't even introduce myself! *smacks forehead* so sorry *bows deeply*
Honto honto gomenasai (really really sorry in Japanese) , Mianhe (sorry in Korean).
I just turned 18 at exactly last 2 months and i'm a Chinese, currently living in Japan.... just kiddding!!! how i wish to be there....
well, i'm actually living in Malaysia. For those who doesn't know where Malaysia is,
it's the country above Singapore.

I’m just a normal gal. About 163.5cm in height…
Having shoulder length hair, having small brown eyes… erm… wearing specks…
I like cheerleading…. I love reading….. oh my favs are fan fics on 동방신기 ( TVfXQ / TVXQ / THSK / DBSK / DBSG / 東方神起 )!!!!!!
hahaha.... listening to songs… especially songs from TVXQ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha….
well....
if you guys are wondering how on earth i knew of the lovely TVXQ....
In the beginning... i've only listened to their songs...
the first song that iv'e heard from them is 'O' and rising sun...
but i fell in love with them when i heard Always There...
i especially love to listen to TVXQ's accapellas......
after some time only i saw their faces...... then i ..... *faints*
hahaha......

Oh yeah…. I cannot forget to put this….
I’m a fan of Changmin!!!!!!!
Hahaha….
Changmin-oppa !!!!! Saranghaeyo!!!! (it means CHANGMIN I LOVE YOU!!!)
Hehe….. ^^

Sorry bout me getting almost crazy... =P
I got to go... i'll post again another time and
next time i'll fill you guys in with the new things about me~ ^^
so more about me is to come~ watch out!! ^_^
Ja mata ne~ (see you next time in Japanese)

With Love,