Birthday~

hey ppl!
i'm here to update on my birthday!
yes my 19th birthday...
sadly but it's my first birthday in aussie...
away from my beloved friends...
well,
i'll start to share from the 13th of feb.
the day b4...

well,
my family was invited to a dinner at my dad's boss house.
so have to go...
went there for dinner and later came back home.
once i got back,
i went online to check for addresses of ppl having garage sale the next day...

from here, i can tell you guys that ever since my family got here,
every weekend, we will be going out to garage sales...
by doing so, my family gets to save money.
we buy ppl's stuff that they sell.
yea, i know...
i'm using 2nd hand stuff but some stuff those ppl sell are still new and they sell it real cheap.
so much cheaper than when we are to buy it brand new from the store...
yea so this is what we do during weekends...
sad to have such a routine but it sure does save money.
i need to save up the money for my studies here and it's not cheap so this is the way to go...

ok,back to what my day.
so,after copying the addresses, i checked my mail.
and i got 2 mails.
one from Jeannette and the other from Zhe rei.
so i read them.
after that. i immediately of the internet and com and started to call back to malaysia.
i dailled and dialled...
but i could not get through.
each time i tried calling back, i have to press more than 20 numbers.
so imagine me calling so many times?
yea, my hands were tired and it was already late at night.

Since i know that Jean is not feeling at all OK that's y i called her HP to surprise her.
that time, i really am so worried and could only think of how am i gonna talk to jeannette.
I remembered that time i was so worried and anxious trying to call and my mum suddenly ask
y do i need to call, i told my mum that jean is upset and my mum commented,
"wah, like that every time they say they are sad u will call lah."
i kept quiet and just kept on dialing.
I was so worried.
if not i'm sure to answer back and say yes i will.
but then, if i were to say that, it will sure end up as an argument.

anyway,
i was surprise that DB Gang actually screamed when i called.
as in like fan girl scream!
that time i really felt a bit relieved.
anyway,
thanks for the thought of surprising me guys...
hehe
too bad ur surprise didn't work
hehe

well, then we talked for awhile but my idd card suddenly cut off and i wasn't able to call again...
sigh
so after that,
i had to go up and sleep.
that time, it was really late and even though i was really tired,
i could not sleep.
my head just kept on playing back the voices of non other than DB Gang.
i felt that my house here is so quiet after the call.
and when i was changing, my tears just flowed out of my eyes...
i could not control it and it just flowed...

i really miss them...
i really miss my friends..
i really do.
i didn't know that i would miss them ssssssssssooooooooooooooooooooooooo
much!
i didn't.
i just sat down and cried....
i cried hugging the pillow with the pillow case DB gang gave me and the scarf that jean knitted for me...

then when i had finally slowed down.
i just went to bed hugging the pillow, with my mind playing back DB Gang's voices and laughther and still with my eyes wet,
i tried to sleep.

i woke up later at 6 am
which shows me that i only have 4 hours of sleep.
i got ready and left the house.
there was no indication of my family wishing/showing that they know when's my bday.
but when my dad ask me if i wrote down the add for the correct date,
i answered that it's correct cos it's the 14th and then
they started singing..
so yea, it's the bday song.

so that day, i bought a few stuff.
and i also choose the places to go to.
and I brought my bro some luck hahaha!
he manage to get a Mac/apple notebook for $50!
yea, he was overjoyed.

at night,
my family went to a club for karaoke-ing.
it's because a friend of my dad invited us.
so off to the club
and you know what?
it was so BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that wasted my time...
my priecious time.
if not i would once again be at home maybe calling my friends...
not to forget,
my mood wasn't good at all...
ever since that night...
yea until recently...

sorry guys!
*bows*
the truth is one of the main reason of not replying the emails or going on9
is because of my moody mood since that night...
sorry
*bows*
and so now, i'm finally stable...
anyway...
here are the pics.

-stuff i got-

-books are all in about $5-

-notice board i got for $1-

-lamb that my bro got for me!!!! it's my bday present!!!!-
(it's so sweet of him >.<)

-look at the tag... it's so sweet!!! ^^-

-me cuddling the lamb-

-a pic of my my bro took with his camera he bought for $2-

-my bro and I -

-he's busy with the com-

-my cola drink at the club-

-mum's orange juice-

-balloons-

-the club at my table-

-a cop i received at the entrance-

well, karaoke-ing is no fun with my DB Gang and DBSK songs!!!!!
so that's all on my bday...
sigh..

okay guys...
will update more when i still got the time...
now there's no privacy...
sigh..
c u guys soon!!!
MISS U ALL!!!!