i wish i couldn't hear it

i hate to hear it
but it happened too often
i can't run from it.

it's either day or night
it will always be when i'm around
sometimes to me
sometimes not
i wish i couldn't hear it....

it brings chaos to the house
i dont like it
but it somehow so often finds me

am i the cause>
i dont know...
what i do know is
i dont want to hear it.

it hurts me
i just dont want to be in it
i just dont want to witness it
i just dont want to be part of it
i just want to run from it
let the sounds fade.

i wanna run to a never ending pasture
which is lush green,with the fragrance of flowers
and the sun ever bright and warm.
no disturbing sounds but just me
on the soft,clean green grass
looking up at those puffy clouds
having no care in the world....