He did it again!

just got back home and my bro is not around
so i could use the internet...

i'm feeling so upset!
He did it again.
first i'm grateful that i didn't need to walk back home
and he came to fetch me back.
he told me that he would wait for me at the bus stop but when i went there,
i couldn't spot him.

so naturally i called him and he did it again!
i can't stand it!
i can't stand it!

i'm feeling so upset and now i'm finding comfort in food.....
this is so bad!
it is actually dangerous....
never find comfort in food but i did...
i've been putting on a lot of weight because of this....

my advice to all girls out there,
dont eat when you are upset!
NEVER!

and

b4 the he did it again,
i actually felt really annoyed and angry....
but by now that i'm typing this,
i feel sorry that i felt that way....
i was damn annoyed.
the exam timetable for my jan papers is pasted on the notice board.
and the prob is there are so many different timetables for just one exam!!!
it's just so complicated and i just felt annoyed.
then there was a girl standing there copying the timetable and she was just finished...
i stood there and my friend stood in between us.
i wanted to copy the timetable but that friend was in the way and wasn't copying
so i playfully said " lei jo ji sai yau mou chao ye, hang hoi"
but then the one that heard me was the other girl....
i feel so bad!!!! it wasn't meant for her but she moved....
T.T i'm such a mean person right?
then after copying the timetable, i was still confused and there was
a person keep on asking about the timetable.
i myself dont know how to read it and this person keeps on saying that.
that person was making so much noise and here ppl are trying to figure out the
timetable.
i felt damn annoyed. if dont understand, then wait for the those who
understand to explain but not goin around making so much noise.
i can't stand it....

well i'm sorry that this hurts ppl's feelings but i just need to release some steam....
i just can't take it anymore....
everything is just like they are gonna come and stab me in the back...
i can't stand it.....

sorry.