4 words.

I feel like shit.

Not moving at all.

Assignment due soon ….

Exam coming soon…

Have not move a single shit.

I’m dying.

during autumn.... (that was ages ago)

magpies that were not afraid of us...
we were having a picnic at mount ainsle
and these magpies where all around us...
the pics i took are the magpie that is right next to me....
scary......

C - O - F - F - I - N

last wednesday was a tiring day. i slept at about 3am and had to get up at 8am,

got ready by 9am. i was supposed to be out of the house then but mum was busy so i helped to

hang the clothes to dry.

in the end i got to uni at 10.25am.

i had a long day.... 10.30am - 12.30pm class non stop then a break till 4pm which

i use it for lunch and on the internet to research for my group assignment.

i'm doing a case study on the australian's Falls Festival.

oh so after break i have to ruch all the way to the other end of the campus to my class

which is in the boiler house. class then went on till 5.30pm.

After class, got home manage to have early dinner, rest awhile and spent about an hour on the internet...

well, i checked my mail and talked to a few friends....

then i went out at about 7+? not too sure.

i went out with my mum and dad to deliver newspapers and got back at about 10+

yea... so i had a late bath...

it was sooooooo COLD!!!!!!

the thing about COFFIN is that i was so exhausted and on the way back to my house at night,

i practically had my eyes closed and some stupid annoying noise disturb my resting time!

we were at the traffic lights so i looked around....

the noise originated from a car engine. it sounded like those engines from motocycles that

are really loud-like the racing type.

yea and the car had the number plate > COFFIN

hahaha

oh when the lights turned green, that car sped away, NOISILY!

i don't know if the number plate was on purpose or anything

but from the way they are driving, tey will end up in a coffin sooner or later....

Random pictures.....

-a picture of the camera's cover....-

- XP -

-pouts-

-me eyes....-

-me hands... from a different point of view-

-guess what's this...-

-a present i wrapped with looooong paper ribbon...-

-guess what's this... hehehe i actually like this pic...-

かわいい鳥 ~

just the other day, in my event development class,
there was a bird at the window...
obviously the window is closed and the weather was cold,wet and windy....

halfway through the lecture,
my lecturer pointed out that there's a bird at the window.
the bird seemed to want to enter the room but could not.
the bird kept on knocking/flying into the window!
it's so pitiful but it's cute~

kyah!!!!
i so wanted to touch the bird but of course it was impossible.....

hehehe

Do I let you go?

Hi…… again.

Okay, my mum told me my grandma is coming over for a visit.
Yes my grandma…. My long lost grandma.
It had been 9 years since I last seen her and the last occasion that I
Met her was my beloved step-aunt’s funeral.
I’m not trying to be sarcastic bout the beloved step-aunt part.
I really meant it.
Even though I had only spent a few years knowing her,
I grew to love her and she was n is my MOST fav aunt when compared
To my aunts at my father’s side.
……
Wait.
I don’t have any fav aunt at my father’s side. So that makes it she’s my
ONLY favourite aunt.

I was 10 when she passed away.
I managed to attend her wedding dinner though.
It was barely 3 months after her wedding before she passed away.
After that, I never went to Singapore.
FYI, my grandma lives in Singapore, so does my step-aunt and step-uncle.
The reason why to me having a step aunt and uncle is bcos,
My grandma divorce her first husband and married another.
My mum and uncle is the children of her husband while… you can guess.
For all the years, my mum and grandma had not been in contact.
Suddenly here she is contacting us and said she wanna come visit.

You know what I feel like?
I feel like shouting!
She’s been ignoring us all these years and now she’s coming?
Wanna say sorry? NO!
She’s only coming to visit is because my step-uncle has been transferred to Sydney.
So the main reason to why she is visiting is b’cos her oh-favourite son is in Sydney.

Then if he’s not transferred here means she will never come to visit us?
If not, she will never care for this family?
My brother and I are her only grandchildren and here she didn’t contact us.

I hate it.
And my mum is all forgiving
“she’s my mother and the bible says that we should honour your parents”
That’s what she says.
I cant stand this.

Oh and you know what? She had already arrived and spent the weekend here.
My step-uncle is nice to talk to.
He’s still single and my step- aunt never had the chance to conceive due
to cancer and died. That’s why my brother and I are her only grandchildren.
We watched movies together…. Of course from the computer!
Hahaha cinemas here are expensive.

I had actually not made any body contact with my grandma.
She talks non stop here. And she does help my mum in the kitchen when she cooks for us.
I guess she’s catching up with my mum? Or she is feeling sorry….

I do wonder if she regrets it….
I wonder is she did actually miss us…
My uncle is not in talking terms with my grandma
So I say, serves her right?

I dunno…
I got so many emotions about this….
I hate to think a bout it.
It only makes me angry.

I’ll just stop here.

some catching up

Yo!

I’m back. hehehe

Ok, so now im just gonna update you guys with some of the things

That had been happening since my last update b4 the

‘construction’ of my blog.

It was really nice finally getting my 2 week break.

i got some problems though.

In the first week, my mind just can’t stop thinking about

All the assignments that I still need to do.

So I practically used up my first week to try to get myself to relax.

When the second week came, I started to loosen up.

When I finally manage to relax, it was already the end of the break.

I tell you, I had a hell of the time trying to get myself organize.

I forgot to do my weekly assignments!!!

I manage to get it done b4 my class though.

I was still in the relaxing mood though in the second week after classes started.

Yea, and on Monday itself I got my oral!

Yes, my ORAL!

Thank God it was okay. Thanks to my group partner of course.

Hehehehehe

Ok, I gtg. Got stuff to do. Will update as soon as I can.

I'm Home!

Hey guys!

Its been like 2 months since I last posted….

Hehehe

Yea the ‘so-call’ construction of my blog.

As you can guess, it didn’t happen.

So I decided to just use this current skin.

Hehehe

I didn’t know that it will take so long just to put back all the links!

Man, I really didn’t so right now I’m just gonna put back all the links and pictures…

So until then,

C u!