i finally mange to have time to update my blog.
it's been hectic lately.
i've got so many things to share and tell.
the one that really is on top of my head is the fact that
1.
jae joong, junsu, changmin and yoochun of DBSK/TVXQ is right now in Australia!!!
word has it is JaeSuChun are in Sydney for their holidays.
Then Changmin is here for the filming of his drama, Paradise Meadow.
At first, i really do feel excited about this. Sydney is only 3 hours away from where i am staying.
Then the fact that Sydney is big and there are many ppl on the streets + the high rise buildings
too make it even harder to spot them.
Knowing these, my mind still play images that might happen if i were to meet them...
a) i go all fan girly and scream
b) i stand there petrified and rooted on the spot
c) i smile and act calmly - approach them, introduce myself and bla bla bla...
ok ok i wont go into more details...
i don't want to torture you all with my current stress.
It seems so impossible now to be able to meet them.
I do agree with my friend Jane about me being so close to them yet they are still so far from me.
this is just plain torture.
okay, next is
2.
the fact that i am currently working is also killing me.
The part where i get money flowing into my bank account is fine by me but
the part where i have to work with my senior and co-workers is also torture.
It really is draining me mentally and physically. I have to watch every step i take,
everything that comes out of my mouth and also worry about doing the right thing.
Oh, i'm working in a boutique selling dresses called Harts btw.
For thoose who are interested in knowing what type of dresses, go to
www.mrk.com.au and have a look...
* The company should pay me more for advertising their stock on my blog... hahaha
okay, other than that, i wont go deeper into details.
Digging back my memories of me working for the past month is just to painful.
3.
ever since my bro's school holiday has started, my internet time has been cut down drastically.
He practically hogs the com and internet! I can say that he will be on the com once
he wakes up from sleep until he goes to bed, with a few breaks in the middle which consist of
eating, drinking and bath.
+ with my working hours, once i'm back i'm tired and my mum will be using the internet then.
How then can i use the internet?!
4.
next, with my time right now, the idea of writing in a dairy seems more appealing to me
right now then fighting for the use of internet and also trying to get myself alone to write in my blog entry....
with all that is happening right now, the thing that really influences me the most is no1. *points up*
with that i can conclude that whatever i do right now (including all the others that i had stated)
will not bare fruit because
my heart belongs somewhere else
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